What makes me really Happy & My happiest childhood memories.

~ Posted 12th December 2015 ~

I love being at the sea... especially rocky beaches where I can lose myself (escape) in exploration. I love forests, caves, camping, mountains, traveling and seeing beautiful sights like waterfalls and magnificent star covered night skies... I love nature and the feeling of being completely free... (It’s been a LONG... LONG time).

Counselling clients and those in need of a chat and seeing them find their answers and healing... now that really makes me happy and gives my life so much meaning.

Spending happy times with family and friends also... and my grandchildren make me VERY HAPPY too.

One of my loveliest toys ever when I was a child was a Kaleidoscope... I have never found one since and the other day I was delighted to find a really good one in one of our local stores... at the age of 59, I bought it and feel so happy to have recaptured one of my rare-GOOD happy childhood memories again. Now I dream of one day finding a GOOD microscope again. One of the best presents I was ever given in my childhood... I would escape into it for hours, lost in the magic and wonder it blessed me with during those years of horror as a result of child abuse.
 
Both the kaleidoscope and microscope were two of the most wonderful gifts to my life as a child... and my beautiful gemstone collection which mother just gave away one day without any thought for my feelings. One day I will hopefully be able to afford a good microscope again so that I can share that portion of my rarest-happiest childhood memories with my grandchildren so that they too might be blessed through the magic and wonder it blessed me with as a child.
 
Do you still hold onto some rare-GOOD and most happy childhood dreams or memories that you would like to recapture today? 
 
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Thank you to all those who have written to me... it has been a real pleasure for me to communicate with you.

~ Pana