I'M NOT BEATEN YET!

Judgements, betrayals and great losses always seem to find me no matter what.  I cannot let them destroy me or hold me back anymore.  I cannot let them stop me from “dreaming my impossible dreams”...

I’ve seen that the impossible can become possible and I have to keep believing that “I’m possible”.  So many of my dreams have already come true... I have been beating the odds of my past struggles, and even the odds of present struggles bit by bit all of my life.  I even survived an abortion attempt on my life before I was born! 

Who says I can’t live long enough and strong enough to make all my dreams come true in the end... even if those I love and need in my life do not love me or need me in theirs also. 

I am so grateful for those who have stood by me unfailingly for so many years... without question... without doubt...

There is so much strength in the giving, receiving of and believing in “unconditional love”... I am so grateful for my portion of it...

Here is a song that is extremely meaningful to me... I needed to listen to it again today... it has lifted me up as expected...

The Impossible Dream by Peter O’Tool

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6TKdQNFTiU

And here is another version of the same song which really touched my heart very deeply also.  Just as these young men in this following video experienced their moment of victory, so I believe that I will keep experiencing mine as I continue to “choose” to strive relentlessly to overcome each set-back and continue to move forward with my life without giving up no matter what.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qejVo-KA-hM

I have been beaten all my life... but I am NOT beaten yet!

Thank you ~ Pana